Thanks willow, that's exactly how I felt I would never suspected it until I was talking to other girls, then when I down research, and looked back on my life all the symptoms are there not extreme ones but there, there!!

I do believe I don't have depression but something more,

I did alot of online tests I don't know if there real or Not but they all said high levels of bipolar and some signs of personality disorder.

I hope you get the help you need, I still have to wait another 4 weeks to see a t. But have to see my doctor next week