I have no past experience with bipolar, but I think I MIGHT be hypomanic right now...
I was exhausted last night but when I went to sleep I had a horrible and vivid dream and did not sleep very well, and I ended up waking up way before my alarm went off, which never happens. I always oversleep. Also, I woke up and felt slightly ready to go, instead of exhausted from the lack of sleep. This has happened for three nights now.
And I was super depressed yesterday, but today I woke up feeling like life could not have been better, and I'm still staying awake off that feeling. But I felt like I was deliberately trying to be happy to mask the layer of sadness underneath... so maybe mixed episode?
This has never happened to me before, advice would be greatly appreciated!
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