Hi, it may not be any consolation but i feel you i really do. I didn't really feel that connected to life to begin with and now i just feel as though im drifting, neither dead or alive in a way. Apparently chronic emptiness is a symptom of my disorder but it would be nice to actually feel a little bit more sometimes, its like nothing quite gets through. Its like being in a glass box. Anyway don't mean to moan on i just wanted you to feel like your not alone. Sending hugs if ok