Roadie and lido78
Thank you for replying. e have had counsiling in the past. I asked him to see a counsilor and said if he wanted, he needed to find one because I was always the one to instigate things/counsiling. He said he didn't know of any good counsilors and that was it. I almost had an affair once and got scared and told his pastor so we could work things out. He was angry for 2 days, than that was it. I said we needed cousiling, then nothing. Thats the pattern, that's what happens-nothing. So I got tired of asking and thats where I am. Do I love him? Yes, but not like I should, more like a freind-I care about him, as I said, he is a good man, but I hold back from him.