Rapid cycling seems logical.

Thank you so much! That was very informative.

Don't worry about not figuring me out... I have exhausted a lot of energy trying to figure myself out for a while now.

If it IS rapid cycling, then it's mild depression, hypomania, and mild everything. Right now it's night in my timezone, and I'm quite awake even after this long day.

As for falling asleep and dreaming--well, I've had issues with falling asleep for as long as I can remember (always takes at least half an hour) and I've vividly dreamt for as long as I can remember as well. I also forgot to mention my on and off self-injury... when I say on and off, I mean on for a month, off for half a year, and so on.
I'm 15 and scared as hell to talk to my parents about anything. No access to any kind of T, or pdoc, or whatever.