Hi, telb,

Welcome to PC...you'll find help here, lots of great people here.

As far as work, try going to a temp agency or day labor agency...you'll find them in the yellow pages under employment. Some will pay you the same day you work, and should help keep your PO off your butt.

I can relate to your feelings of isolation...I'm sort of the same way anymore. All my friends are gone, I have trouble with work, no references and so on. I'm afraid to do anything anymore, I'm afraid I'll ***** it up. I do know that working will help. It keeps you busy and gives you something to focus on besides all the bad stuff. Another good thing is to do something to help someone...go work at a Habitat for Humanity house, volunteer for anything you can. Again, it helps you stay busy, and there's nothing else like the feeling you get from helping someone who really needs it.

I hope you can figure things out...you're at a really scary point in life right now.

Good Luck,
DJ