(((((((Phoenix 7))))))),

Oh Yes, I will definitely say prayers for you Phoenix, Please hang in there. Are you working with a therapist? Do you think you may need to try a different medication?
I hope your reaching out for help Phoenix, that is the only way to find a way out, please keep asking for help.

Please let us know how your doing.
I will definitely say some prayers for you.
((((Very Gentle Hugs))))))
Open Eyes