I feel like I could have written that post myself ** sigh**.... Im guessing here but I guess we all just need to be a little easier on ourselves .. Bipolar is an illnesss. YES we are still responsible for our actions but .. sometimes we arent that rational person that can see clearly whats going on ... I more often than not will avoid an argument with my husband just becasue i dont want to feel guilty and self loathing afterwards .. but that can and has led to resentment on my part ,, seems almost like a vivcious cirlcle ... I work hard with my T in learning which battles to pick and which to let go along with how i can really let it go and not beat myself up or have the resentment build for a hige blow out ..

I wish I had grand words of wisdom ,, I just have a ear and and can completly understand where your coming from ..

(((( HUGS )))))