Hi

I am 27 years old, male, from london.

I have really had a bad time during the last few years, in 2010 my grandfather passed away unexpectedly , which caused a stir in the family. I am at an end, through a few issues I can't solve, and am really suicidal, to the point that I know I am going to do it this year, definite

I live on my own, and no one was in the flat with me last night

Last night I had one of my regular bad dreams, when as I woke up, I felt someone hugging my back, like a comforting hug, the thing is I FELT IT, REALLY FELT IT, FELT THE COVERS ASWELL, ACTUALLY FELT THE PERSONS BODY ON MY BACK, and it was like I woke up from my dream, everything looked the same, what the hell, turned over and no one was there.

I then had a few minutes lying awake thinking about things, checked my laptop, etc.

Then I went back to sleep, and had ANOTHER dream where I saw my neighbour opposite (who no one likes) go out with his mate. I then got a knock on the door, I opened it and saw who I felt to be some sort of police, but they were clad in Muslim clothes; one of them asked if they could come in, but then barged in regardless, before I could say no. They then arrested me, and started asking questions, that I can't remember. As they took me out, I saw them arresting my OTHER neighbour, but saw that it wasn't her, but some guy...but somehow I knew him. Obviously I felt some relief as I wasn't the only one being arrested

They took me down the station, where I felt everything hated me...weird...and I wanted to get out

I would like opinions as to what caused this in my mind, and the explanation for that hug I felt...starnge

Cheers