Lauru,
Don't apologize for how you feel. If that's how you feel, that's how you feel. But on that note:
I hope you feel better and your depression lifts.
I would miss the hum of the power lines in the rain as I walk home.
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"You can't hop a jet plain like you can a freight train" - Gordon Lightfoot
"It starts with light, and ends with light, and in between there is darkness" -I forget
"Got to kick at the darkness 'til it bleeds daylight" -BNL