I can relate ten fold. On the weekends I will tell myself to get the heck up so many times and still won't I don't understand it. Then when its night time again I get even more depressed because I didn't get up. Just recently i started thinking of small things and writing a lot which makes me feel like I do a little bit of something which in turn gets me to do more. Then when i started thinking "well I didn't do this" "didn't finish that" "i'm lazy" etc. I instead think " well atleast I started" "at least I did something". I really appreciate just moving out of the bed these days!