obsessing about death is really a good way to help yourself into depression. You are here to accomplish to be part of the fluidity of life, to be an positive addition to your
generation and to love, laugh, feel, think and do. I have faith there is an eternal life, when we get through with this one...and at my age, that's not that far away.

value your existance and use it for the betterment of family, friends, lovers, community ect. how you live your life is very important and meaningful for yourself and others. you may not go down in the history books, you may never be rich and famous, but you are here to have a worthwhile existance. sorry about your funk, but getting a positive insight will be rewarding. bj