I don't know what it is that I will need from you, but I would like for you to make me feel better about STILL being in therapy!!
Squiggle, if it will make you feel any better, I'm starting my 6th year in therapy with the same therapist! Yes I've made a lot of progress, yes I've addressed a lot of issues, but still have stuff to work on and new memories of SA that keep popping up. So don't feel bad. It takes time and energy and committment to heal.