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Old Feb 09, 2012, 04:01 PM
Mike2066 Mike2066 is offline
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Originally Posted by Perna View Post
Hi, Mike, I'm so sorry you are struggling at this time with your sadness and depression.

I once had an experience like yours; I was awakened by someone getting into bed with me, I felt the bed go down when their knee took their weight to get in. Of course, there was no one there in my little efficiency flat.

I think the hug was your unconscious helping you with the dream to come, telling you it is all right to remember, think about, consider it. I am glad you realized you were not "alone" in getting arrested, I think you were arrested by your "dark"/negative/hurt side, the one that you feel "hates you" and wants to destroy you. I think that is your depression and pain speaking but the hug and realization that you were not alone are positive signs that you can make it through this.


Thanks for reply. I am in the absolute most terribel period in my life, absolute, its at the point where I feel it is impossible for ANYONE to like or want me, and I mean impossible

When I felt that "hug" I remember wanting the person to go kind of thing, yet I KNEW that the person was trying to comfort me, if that makes sense. I also thought it was imagining it was either my dad or grandad, yet my dad was at his house that night, and Grandad is dead. But I felt it, I swear

In every dream I have had for the last 12 or so years, I have felt animosity towards me from all the people in my dream, as though I have done something wrong...yet I am a confused and messed up person with lots of good feeling, its weird

Again cheers

P.S Are you in Maryland USA or Maryland UK (small town)