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Originally Posted by Perna
Hi, Mike, I'm so sorry you are struggling at this time with your sadness and depression.
I once had an experience like yours; I was awakened by someone getting into bed with me, I felt the bed go down when their knee took their weight to get in. Of course, there was no one there in my little efficiency flat.
I think the hug was your unconscious helping you with the dream to come, telling you it is all right to remember, think about, consider it. I am glad you realized you were not "alone" in getting arrested, I think you were arrested by your "dark"/negative/hurt side, the one that you feel "hates you" and wants to destroy you. I think that is your depression and pain speaking but the hug and realization that you were not alone are positive signs that you can make it through this.
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Thanks for reply. I am in the absolute most terribel period in my life, absolute, its at the point where I feel it is impossible for ANYONE to like or want me, and I mean impossible
When I felt that "hug" I remember wanting the person to go kind of thing, yet I KNEW that the person was trying to comfort me, if that makes sense. I also thought it was imagining it was either my dad or grandad, yet my dad was at his house that night, and Grandad is dead. But I felt it, I swear
In every dream I have had for the last 12 or so years, I have felt animosity towards me from all the people in my dream, as though I have done something wrong...yet I am a confused and messed up person with lots of good feeling, its weird
Again cheers
P.S Are you in Maryland USA or Maryland UK (small town)