I went to bed feeling good, I woke up feeling good, I am now feeling good !
And I am not wish washing on whether I am just feeling good or hypo, I am feeling hypo. If there is one way for me to tell tell difference, it's the sensation of an electrical surge, growing in my core, coursing through my veins, shooting out through my limbs. Any one else??? Doesn't happen when I am just plain feeling good.
As soon as I noticed the surge sensation I felt anxious, but whatever, maybe if I just try to embrace it and know it for what it is, with out getting myself in a bunch, maybe it will be enjoyable and not lead to a massive manic attack?
So just gonna put some sonic youth on the record player and launch an assault on my storage room, with my black "hefty" body bags in tow, and get some purging done.
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