T,
YOUR FOCUSING ON THE WRONG THINGS!!!
I know I have the weird and abnormal side of mental health in me, and I know it's really interesting, and yeah I want to know more about why it's in me too, BUT ITS NOT WHATS HURTING MY LIFE!!!
I tried to tell you, and I think you got it, but I don't think you know how to step away from the fascinating.
I will work on this with you, I won't say no. I'm curious too. But can we focus on getting me out of the house, and getting my assignments in on time first? I want to be able to back to work, and pass this school year. I want to look forward, and you're insisting I explore my past.
I've lived without those 6 months for this long, I can live without them a bit longer. Let me get stable, then we can break open the walls in my memory.
Switch.
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"You can't hop a jet plain like you can a freight train" - Gordon Lightfoot
"It starts with light, and ends with light, and in between there is darkness" -I forget
"Got to kick at the darkness 'til it bleeds daylight" -BNL
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