My mood is foul.
My life is empty.
I hate myself more then I could ever hate you.
I try to be positive about my growth but when I get setbacks and try to express them I am ignored.
Should I just shut the FU*CH up??? I mean, I call my T and get no repsonse now for 3 days.
I cry. I sob.
The "shuffling" in my head goes on and on.
Meds increased, meds decreased. Does it matter?
There is no miracle cure so what does it matter anymore????

How much longer can I go back and forth with the torture in my head?

How bout this>>>