Dear T,
I hate the front I put on when I see you.

I hate being in therapy but I'm too scared to quit.

I hate working on self esteem issues because I KNOW where they come from and I feel horrible talking about it, I don't want to talk bad about those who love me even if they did hurt me.

I'm scared I feel like I've ruined my children with my mental issues.

I really want to get up punch something, scream and swear then walk out so you will understand how pissed off I am- at EVERYTHING.