***welcome to PC!***

kidding. I get what you mean about the new member introductions. a lot of times I don't know how to write something meaningful, so I benefit from the "hugs" button a lot. I gave you a hugs for your post because I'm overwhelmed by your story and your writing is amazing. you seem like a bright, strong woman and even bright, strong women need support. as you've seen by the responses, a lot of people care and we don't want you to "break." I don't know what else to say or how to say anything more meaningful that I care and thank you so much for your post!