I understand the weighing thing. I own multiple scales and use each one multiple times a day. I'm obsessed with numbers, it's part of my OCD. Not to mention I've gone a bit off the deepend with my relapse. I've become very strict with the scales and everything else. I have told my treatment team and they want me to get more help but I can't go quite yet do to impending surgery. I may consider it after, haven't decided yet. I know not weighing yourself is so hard. It's like not scratching an itch, the urge can be overwhelming. I think the only way for me to break it. Is for someone to remove them. Maybe you can try that too. I know it's what I'm going to have to do to break the cycle.