No, I've not actually been diagnosed, but that's what T thinks.
I guess our relationship is good. I've known her for a long time, and I guess she kind of 'unofficially' counseled me before I started going to see her several months ago on a regular basis.
I do keep a journal...for therapy. 'Cause it's hard to even talk to her about things going on. I'm the kind of person who has trouble talking to others about what's going on...and I freeze up when I try. So, I journal between sessions and then we talk about it when I go in. It does help... I just really don't know what to do right now. And I've told my mom, 'hey, something is wrong. T thinks I could actually be bipolar.' But I can't get much of a response from her. She actually thought I was bipolar a few years ago, but the psych n T I saw back then were a bunch of losers n didn't know what they were doing. I really didn't get on good with them.
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