I guess better than I expected. It was hard at first but I think I was able to talk more because we spoke on the phone a few times before meeting. It's still hard, he called me out on a few things but I gave it right back to him. I did tell him that I just want to get this all over with and don't want to be in therapy for ever! I didn't mean that today was it I just want to l ow that there is some end in sight! I don't want to feel this way anymore, I want my independence back. I'm tired of the meds and talking. I don't know if he understood that. I did tell him that it makes me uncomfortable when he talks to my pdoc. Also, when he goes on with his psychobabble...it's really iratating!
Of course I still haven't been able to tell him certain things-like what I want...I don't l ow if I can ever tell him. Sometimes I'd like to, but if feel if I do I'd be exposing a part of me that I don't let people see, it would be too painfull.