thank you all for taking the time to read and reply.

From what I gather, this is a good drug with some annoying or deadly side affects.

Wow. Ok. I wouldn't be so worried about the death side affect except I'm actually feeling almost positive about the future.

I'm still pretty new to this diagnosis. I'm still going through my life and having alot of 'ah ha!' moments where the BP piece of the puzzle fits. So I don't even know yet what the goal of the medication is. This all so new and weird. I'm discovering some disturbing stuff about my daily thought processes. :/

But thanks again. I'll see how it works for me and read up on the drug itself when I get home from work.