Keeping yourself mindlessly busy can be okay sometimes. Sometimes that is what it takes to get to a place where you don't feel so bad and can start to look at where you might want to go to find direction in your life. There is a book that helped me to realize what I wanted to do - it is a great book. You might come up with something you would like to do, but your mind shuts it right down with all these reasons why you can't. This book not only helps you to find your direction, but also cuts through all the roadblocks. It is Who You Were Meant To Be by Lindsey Gibson. I found it in the public library, but Amazon has it too, and it's not expensive. I hope you feel better soon!

<font color=orange>"They accused us of suppressing freedom of expression. This was a lie and we could not let them publish it." ... from the Director of Censorship...

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