Estee, I can relate completely. I find myself being so lonely but even the presence of other people doesn't make it any better...they actually make it worse. And it's like the ones you want to stick around always seem to leave you behind in some way.

Actually the only time I do not feel alone is when I'm in nature with animals. I don't know how much sense that makes...

I wish I had some truly comforting words for you right now...but I don't.

Please know that you are not alone.