Indecision has hurt me a lot.

I look back on a lot of wasted days, months, years. What I have wanted to do is go back to school and study something, anything. I put this off saying I need to get a job, except I haven't gotten myself a job at all. In the time that I have been unemployed I could have easily at least done a course of some kind and learned something and improved my employment outlook.

I look back on the last four years and I could have even done a university course and I would not be any further back financially than I am right now.

So in that sense, I feel the last four years of my life is potentially wasted, and I owe it to indecision.