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Hey Everyone

I just wanted you all to know that I read your posts and find so much of use. At the moment I sit infront of the screen paralyzed - wanting to post, but afraid that if I do everything 'sitting on the top' will pour out. I resumed T last week with a new T after four years off.

My life was ticking along nicely. Does anyone feel like going to T is just like giving the ***** a licence to surface - thats what it feels like for me.

Please don't feel that I am ignoring anyone cause I am not - I am incredibly solitary by nature and find it REALLY difficult to put stuff out there.

Thinkin of you all

Storm

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the number one reason i hate going to therapy. OR telling someone new that Im dating. Or telling a friend. Or telling anyone

It feels like, "oh well if i say this then ALLLLL THISSSS is going to come with it and then it wont stop"