I agree with Perna. Yes, I understand that your hurt and that is understandable. But maybe this move will end up leading you to the man that is truely meant for you. Sometimes life works out that way you know. Sometimes we can fell that we have lost something and we may not see it as a saving grace. If this guy is not in love with you, be glad that you didn't get even deeper and are married with children etc.
It could have been much worse for you.

I know its hard, but try not to look down so much, that is only going to lead to bad posture and you can forget to look forward and miss out. Perna is right 30 is still young yet and there can be a much better road ahead that you havent seen yet.

(((((Hugs))))
Open Eyes