In general I've had a pretty decent week & then BAM ... once again a Friday is the day where I feel really bad & as though I just can't deal with it anymore! Now all of my friends are starting to realise that I haven't been myself and I don't really want them to tell them why because I don't think they'll quite understand how I really feel & it's not fair on them! This depression is just killing me inside now & it's just so tough now .. I feel as though there's no light at the end of the tunnel & I just feel as though everything's going to get worse! I've lost my mind & now I'm starting to think I'll lose my friends! I just want to travel back to a time when I was just me & happy .. these last few months in particular have been hell! :'(