Terry ~ I know its not too late, i just don't know if i should..
Yes I know what your saying, tis something i'll consider rather than go running into it headfirst..
I do honestly feel like giving up right now, i don't want to fight it all anymore. Its been so long ,and so hard it'll be easier to cave in.

feary ~ Again, yes I know i should, but i just don't feel like i should or like i'm worth it. I've hurt people, i've made thier lives difficult and i've really $hitted up some peoples lives..
Why do i deserve any better ?