Well, that's very sweet of you on your part, I would say. You both sound very devoted and understanding to each other in this, which is something to be treasured.

I do wish you had someone in a professional capacity that you could talk to about this. I certainly understand your hesitation though. To be fair, it isn't the easiest subject in the world to open up to somebody with. I would just tell you that your T (and others) are in the profession they're in because they care and wish to help, and have more than likely heard their fair share of stories in the same vein as yours. You are certainly not alone.

Lastly, I wanted to say this in my last post...I certainly don't think you're a freak, and no one else here does either. You're doing what you can to make the best of things, and I think that's admirable of you. Please stay strong in this, and don't give up.

Hugs to you, and the best of luck.