Dear T,
I wish i could see you more than 45 minutes a week, we would start to get somewhere then. I hate it when you turn up 5 minutes late then end 10 minutes before time, it forces me to find something to talk about and that for me is dangerous.
I'm terrified when this ends, it's going to hurt so much, i'm not in love with you but i'm in love with what you let me feel and say and i'll miss that so much.
I'm never going to be ok, but were on the right track.
I'm sorry for the emails i sent you but everyone i sent in my world was a emergency.
You're going away for 2 weeks soon and i'm going to really really miss you. I don't know how to cope for 2 weeks.
I look forward to our sessions but in the morning i get so anxious and panicky, so silly.