(((((johnnyHOPELESS)))),

I dated a guy for 6 years when I was young and he broke my heart too. Now, looking back, I was very upset and now that I think of it was depressed for a while about it too. Back then I honestly didn't even think about the fact that I was better off having him leave me rather then me marrying him and later have to experience an ugly divorce. He actually went through this with someone else.

I know that it can be hard to see right now, but you must try to see that there is a bright side. The other thing your not seeing is that your relationship with this person gave you practice in having a relationship. Eventually down the road you will begin to see the warning signs. What it does mean is that you are lovable and capable of engaging in a relationship, this person was simply the wrong one for you, that is all.
You CAN meet someone else that is much more deserving of your efforts, as well as a much better candidate for that comitment of having children down the road.

Ok, lost your job? What about furthering your education, investing in yourself somehow. Taking some classes may give you an opportunity to meet MISS JUST RIGHT FOR YOU out there. Your certainly not going to meet this MISS RIGHT laying in bed and grieving for someone who was NOT MISS RIGHT after all.

And look, you not alone, there is Lexi who has been experiencing the same scenario.
This CAN and DOES happen to people ALL the time. Neither one of you are alone, too bad this wasn't a place where you just happen to bump into each other outside PC.
One never knows where that significant other may present him/herself. I am sure your both good people, but you just met up with the wrong person that somehow isn't the right one for you.

There are THOUSANDS of people roaming the earth, someone is out there for each of you. That is what I believe.

Open Eyes