Dear Chel I am not upset with you in any way at all and I hope you keep coming round because I will miss you and what ever you did I am sure everyone else will forgive you also and know this that you are a great and special person and will always have a friend in me for you and a few others on here I have become very close too and very fond of and if it was not for you all I am not sure I would have made it through this last year and for that I am grateful to you for you have helped me more then you will know and are closer to me then any of my rl family and do hope that You will feel better hun I know it has been rough on you but do not Give up 5 minutes before the maracle happens and if you ever need someone to talk to you can talk to me no matter what and I shall never judge you for the way you feel for I am the same way i do not open up alot but i am always here for you sending you many Hugz.