I have only peaceful thoughts about you ((iamspecial)) and I'm not aware of negative interactions at all from you. Its nice though to tell us how you feel. PC has helped me alot too. When I 1st came here I was like a pressure cooker and didn't feel comfortable sharing my problem with anyone IRL. When I'm here I feel less pressure and I've met some great, strong people. Its fine to take breaks if you feel the need. If there was a PC village, I would love to live there.