i get extremely anxious when alone but i get tired of being around people all the time really fast. i start to get irritated, angry etc. but then as soon as im alone i get anxious and fidgety and kind of scared even. i need the comfort of just having someone around me and so this goes on and on in circles and its really unhealthy because im constantly irritable and im not having any time to just be alone which is like what i feel i need. why cant i just be ok for a day or two without having to be around someone. is this a normal part of bpd? i just feel disoriented when im alone.