I'm emotionally vacant. I'm exhausted, yet still sad, angry, hurting. All I want to do is sleep and eat all winter. I'm functioning as a human being for my son, he's the only reason I get up everyday, otherwise I'd pull the covers over my head and sleep. Thank God for him. Can't even go to my T anymore, insurance changed it's 150 a visit. I tap out, I'll either break apart then heal it up or walk around with this imaginary gaping hole where my heart should be.