I didn't sleep that great but I slept a few hours anyway. I feel sad. I feel rejected by many people whom I admired. I'll go to religious services later this morning. That helps me think hopefull thoughts, or at least, slow down hurtful thoughts some. The people at the religious services are friendly, sometimes they say unexplainable phrases, but I do that often also. It is sunny. It is slightly cold. I worry about humankinds future on earth, as usual. I'm not sure humans have a pleasant future ahead in time, 20 years + or so, in time, I'd guess. Maybe sooner is a reasonable prediction also, I believe.

I think the better I am able to see myself and the world for what they are, and reject what they are not, the better my chances of surviving this daycare reality I'm in and surviving the collapse of modern civilization, which I believe is approaching at a steady rate and close.

Still I pray, "this is the day the Lord hath made, let us rejoice and be glad in it"

omein...