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Originally Posted by ECHOES
You are curious and feeling guilty about being curious?
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Part of me thinks I did it to get back at her! I am sure she doesn't disclose this information to her clients. Just as I don't want to tell her some things about me. Because she is my therapist and it is her job to help me open up and talk with her, I end up telling her things that I didn't want to talk about. Sometimes there is a part of me that gets angry about that. I am not sure why, but I do. I know its not
'her' that I am angry with. But who am I
'really' angry with? I don't know.
Now I feel like I have
'one up on her', so to speak. I can say,
"Ha! I know where you live!" and just see her squirm in her chair like she makes me do! Isn't that mean? Where in the world are these emotions coming from!
Like
earthmamma said, I am in a love/hate relationship with my therapist. I am not 'in love', but you guys know what I mean.