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Originally Posted by Squiggle328
Part of me thinks I did it to get back at her! I am sure she doesn't disclose this information to her clients. Just as I don't want to tell her some things about me. Because she is my therapist and it is her job to help me open up and talk with her, I end up telling her things that I didn't want to talk about. Sometimes there is a part of me that gets angry about that. I am not sure why, but I do. I know its not 'her' that I am angry with. But who am I 'really' angry with? I don't know.
Now I feel like I have 'one up on her', so to speak. I can say, "Ha! I know where you live!" and just see her squirm in her chair like she makes me do! Isn't that mean? Where in the world are these emotions coming from!
Like earthmamma said, I am in a love/hate relationship with my therapist. I am not 'in love', but you guys know what I mean.
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When I read you feel like you have to one up her, I think of a power struggle and control. Do you see this as something that comes up in other areas of your life?