Thanks guys.
I'm sort of back on track a bit better now. I've just been really scared over the last few days about whether i'll ever get to live the life that i want to live. I am just a super-perfectionist!!! It's more to do with other things in life than with my body. I use the bulimia as more of something to hide behind, but it just means that i have other things to get over. I'm just wondering if anyone has any advice on how to get over extreme perfectionism- it's just so paralysing!!! I think that i am lucky in some way because the bulimia (for me) is a relatively new problem that i've come across- so i'm trying to nip it in the bud really. I'm just so scared about my friggon diagnoses- i feel that the people got it wrong- because i wasn't able to communicate with them what my problem truly is really and they've taken a whole wrong approach to it i feel. I find it so hard that they continue to disregard what i'm saying to them now. ugh. It's just so hard. I feel like i'm never gona live a productive life- one where i'm not continually living on my parents couch!!
-Sezzie-