I'm so embarrassed but needed to tell someone. I called in sick 2 days last week and yesterday just so that I could stay home and drink - it was a full blown 5 day bender. I've never let my drinking get in the way of work before. And now needless to say I feel like %#@&#!, I was up all night throwing up and now have the shakes really bad. Part of me wants to just feel sorry for myself except I know it's my own damn fault. I guess I'll just have to treat today as another opportunitiy to start over.

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