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Originally Posted by Squiggle328
I am sure that your initial reaction is going to be upset with me. I don't blame you one bit. I crossed the line. I know that I did. I am sorry that I have done something this terrible. I am suffering a great deal because of it. Please don't leave me hanging until Wednesday. At least say something so that I don't go off into a panic thinking that therapy is over. I would prefer more than "We will discuss this on Wednesday." But if that is all you can give me right now, I will have to accept that.
Right now I feel that I may have ruined any chance of me continuing therapy with you.
Squiggle
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Squiggle,
First, I am sorry you are hurting.
For what it's worth, I do NOT think you have "done something terrible" here. I think it's natural to be curious. There is always the possibility your T may be upset with you, but I seriously doubt it.
If your T was so upset she terminated therapy with you, it would say MORE about your T and less about you.
Unless your T has specific boundaries in place and you have had a conversation about this, don't beat yourself up over your curiosity and anger at T. Hopefully, your T will respond tomorrow and put your mind at ease.
I do agree it's important to discuss this with T. She can help you.
Good luck.