I sent her the link where I found out the information. It was under a business listing. It listed her home address as her office. I told her, "Please don't hate me for finding this. I didn't have to tell you. I wanted you to know that this is available to anyone. You may or may not have known."

Part of me thinks that she will be glad that I found it so that she can go back and change that on the website to her new office address. At least, I hope this is part of her response.

As for why I am so upset, I am not sure. I feel so childish that I did this. I was having a really bad night and was actually in the process of sending her an email when I (out of the blue) decided to google her. Not much came up until I listed her business name.

I feel like I have betrayed her in some way. Like I was sneaking behind her back trying to do something that I wasn't supposed to do. We have talked before about the fact that I wonder how she lives. I have asked her about it. She didn't tell me anything other than the area in which she lives.

Why do I want to 'get back at her' so much? Where is this mean streak coming from? Why do I want to hurt the person who is trying to help me!!