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Originally Posted by Squiggle328
I feel like I have betrayed her in some way. Like I was sneaking behind her back trying to do something that I wasn't supposed to do. We have talked before about the fact that I wonder how she lives. I have asked her about it. She didn't tell me anything other than the area in which she lives.
Why do I want to 'get back at her' so much? Where is this mean streak coming from? Why do I want to hurt the person who is trying to help me!!
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You still don't know much other than the area in which she lives. An address does not tell you how she lives in that house, or how it is kept up, or whether the plumbing is failing etc. I don't fully understand how knowing her address is "getting back at her" - it hardly teaches her a firm lesson or anything. I am sorry you are feeling so much guilt over this. Is there some other deeper symbolism over knowing her address?