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Originally Posted by Squiggle328
I think your words are more accurate. I want to 'level the playing field'. Why? Why does it matter at all who she is, where she lives, etc....?
No, I don't want to punish her, but I have to admit, there is a part of me that wants to be mean to her. I don't get that at all. I don't know why I would want to do that. I would never do it, but there is that part of me that wants to sometimes.
She reminds me when things get tough in therapy that she is "there to help me not hurt me." I often feel like I am being hurt, though. Not by her, but by the things that come up in her office. She just happens to be the person in the room with me, so my anger is directed toward her at times.
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I can often relate to this. My anger towards things that are happening is often misdirected to my T because he is simply the only person sharing the moment with me.
In all honesty I wouldn't worry too much about telling her. All you did was a simple google search. It's not like you followed her home one night, to find out where she lived. Ultimly you will have to decide if YOU will be able to keep this information from her, and be ok with that. Her email response seemed totally appropriate. She is being cautious because she doesn't exactly know what the situation is, and wants you to think about your decision before you make it. Good luck.
