I'm a bisexual girl, and i have preferences for gay men. My affections for gay men have ruined a great deal of friendships. There is something about gay men that turns me on. Every time I have a gay friend I become possessive and try to kiss. With my close gay friends I would bring up having sex. I can't help but fantasize being with a gay man or seeing a guy have sex with another guy.

I've just recently been having feelings for a straight man (it's been two years since I've had any feelings for a straight man) and I've made out with plenty of women to release some sexual tension, but nothing makes me as crazy as much as the thought of being with a gay guy, which drives me nuts because I know it will never happen.

I'm comepletely lost. Whenever I bring it up to my therapists, they change the subject. When I ask my friends for advice they tell me "just don't fall in love with them". But how can I not when i don't even know why I like them to begin with!?

I'm going to a rave with a gay guy I made out with when we were drunk in December. When I texted him how much I liked it, he replied "Consider it a rare oppurtunity". I'm going to be grinding with him and sleeping next to him, what can i do to prevent me from trying to kiss him? What should I do?

What can I do to stop my urges? I don't want to like gay guys anymore!!!