No - I'm just sensitive, I'm scared of sleeper cells.

I need to get proof of it - I need to be prepared and go and ask them (the sleeper cells) I need to stop being scared for just a couple of seconds enough to ask them questions and then present the proof.

I think its been about 2 weeks since I quit my meds, I think it did something to me because I feel kind of depressed and I've been thinking of suicide a lot, that's why I haven't been on here so much.

The thing is if I do that soon - no one will ever know I was right about things, so the thing that wants me dead - is the thing that is keeping me alive. Well apart from hurting my parents as well.