Why not get it all out here where people can listen and understand more of what you are going through. It would be better as healed said if you could talk to your therapist also. Express yourself both here and with doc. Can't harm, only help I think.
hugs, bj
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The scientists’ religious feeling takes the form of a rapturous amazement at the harmony of natural law, which reveals an intelligence of such superiority that, compared with it, all the systematic thinking and acting of human beings is an utterly insignificant reflection.Albert Einstein
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