I don't have the job to run interference so I have been in bed all day. Honestly, I don't know how well this is helping my depression but at least I don't have to deal with anything. I should be out buying Valentine's gifts but I can't stand that day so I am avoiding until the last minute. Your fantasy I understand but try to find some comfort in knowing you at least have a job to go to. Your depression will pass. This crazy economy may stay for another 5 years according to my financial adviser. Maybe you can find time to exercise your depression after dinner, say an early bed?
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Originally Posted by doggiedo
I just want to leave work and go home and sleep. I am counting the hours until I can jump back in bed and sleep.
I have a doc's appt tonight at 7pm. I don't want to go to that either. Nothing new to share or evaluate, at least I don't think.
I'm having a hard time getting through the day - haven't got much done. It's about 75 degrees in my office, so I'm getting sleepy. I haven't eaten lunch b/c I don't want to. Too lazy to get something from the cafe (one building over) and it's super cold outside.
I was contemplating taking a nap during my lunch break..shutting my door and putting my head back. I just am afraid I'll never wake up.
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